i haven't had enough sleep over the past 2 months or so. lots of commitment. rather, not making a habit to sleep early. haven't been doing my reading either. can't make the time for it (or won't). am involved in dance piece by ali. contemp piece. eye opener. muscles aching. and learning to be grounded. trying to let my body express what is required but, -awwkkkkkward...anyway, its been a long time since i did something like this, but for this piece, really, i do feel much more freedom in dancing although i gotta crack my head to try to get the flow and movement as close as to the choreographer's intent. won't be easy but will try. at the same time, will try to juggle the studying part. sighz.

doing chest radiology this month but since there is no chest alone program, looks like i am stuck in body general or body advanced. many things to know but do not know where to start. and cannot remember anything even worse. feels like med school all over again. lol. but its worth it. i hope! lol.....