sentosa, zoo, rice table, orchard, reservoir and home.....i think we never ever did had so many things going on in a day, and managed a 1hr mcCafe chill out @ Lido too.... my tummy is still full from all that food and my head still hurts from too much visuals, sound and smell! damn....
and i got a Pierre Cardin belt (reversible) from someone, wont mention names...and someone still stubbornly refuse gifts....thank you so much dear..i love it....i try to wear everyday...

looking forward to do one busking item...dont know who's gg to be in my item but what the heck...thank idil for taking pains to organise..i'm just fucking lazy i guess..... no more than 2 turns i promise.... no jetes, en dedans, pirouettes....

and people forgetting this and that..... cannot assume also that they know but then again....who am i? i guess i'm a nobody... no one tags no one msgs no one bothers.... shit..gettin that kena taken for granted feeling again...this time by everyone....

school starting in 3 days ... derm kick starts the barrage of revision anfd short postings times 5 then it's full speed ahead...i still wanna dance though.... must plan early early.....this end yr must must getaway...but somehow that i feel wont materialise again..this time for a academic reasons..shit my life is so predictable sometimes... daymn...

tomorrow is another packed day...i'm thinking of a dvd marathon at night....

anniversary

yes it's been a year already. time does fly by. time to reflect, learn and look forward. it's still very much honeymooney. very very. since no one reads this anyway, i might as well say that i love u, candy mak yu shan! the year has been ecstatic!

i got myself a new bike. it's a wave s and it's still running in. riding around 60-70km/h can be damn boring esp when u're on the highway and it's like the whole really pass u by. it reminds me of when i had my first bike - a skipper, which dragged itself along the expressway.... whatever happened to it? still getting used to this new semi-auto mechanism, not bad, getting on well with the new bike. i guess i am too used to using the clutch but it's gotta change. now my family can go for outings, no need for car reservations. and more late night johor baru trips without having to worry about having to painstakingly hold on to the clutch till ur left fingers get cramped! and enjoy the roti canai there..... ~drool~
school's starting soon andwaiting for the new groupings to be out. just hoping for the best *fingers crossed*
still sloughing thru my case writeups at this moment n taking a break. cooking up some cases for submission. the other thingleft is thet report on neurology elective, supposed to describe our experience. feels like i'm doing some GP essay all over again. n no one likes GP, right? right....
yest had the cast party over at zaini's place which has superb deco and from where he stays he's gt a gd view of a lot of scenic places like the marina south, benjamin sheares bridge with the delta of the kallang river joining the sea, the city lights at night and the sunset in the horizon almost 365 dys a yr. daymn... plus he decorated his room conceptually...ideas ideas... east meets west kind....a lot of people came..the usual and some unusual....sarcastic not sarcastic....circus-tic ones too... just hanging out enjoying tons of food and watching so you think u can dance and evocation and next wave-quintessence almost simultaneously..... performances were gd.... and the critics were bad... i'm not a critic..i just add on..realli
the holiday was well, i could say well spent..i re arranged my room, became an ikea member, shop till i drop ( i know wat that means now) and taking dance classes plus having dance rehearsals, having fun..but that's like what i do all the time..i'm still trying to start the momentum of studyng gg on again but it seems hard right now...and i'm in 2 NW items and 2 DR items and doing busking...i hope it's worth it...it better be..it'd be good experience la...except worries of impending academic sacrifices and much more hell to come...slowly slowly..breathe breathe...
i've not been doing a lot of keeping abreast with a lot of things..people inside and outside.... news here and there..dances and new stuff... maybe cause i'm not picking up new things fast enough or not learning much cause i'm too busy doing other things or too lazy to be doing anything at all....i'm guessing it;s more of the latter...it's the physical exhaustion that sometimes -most times actually- that slows me down..with work or school and this sucks..u know but u just can't move....we all know whats bad i believe but it's what u wanna do about it....i know..i know...
right now my inner thighs and buttock hurt from too much dance.... but i gotta get back to my work...
i welcome back all those med students who just came back from their overseas elective...even if u dont care....
and my heart and prayers go out to all those people suffering out there, me and you included.....

a new show coming up...a no show in the hospital and today's my last day there but haven't been there in a freaking week... but have to show my face at the dean's office one day cause i have to return the locker keys and the access card...which defeats the purpose of not gg in the first place.... not that the ER is not an interesting place to be...people with head lacerations and stitchin them up, fractured hips and broken arms bringing back the dead is v stressful....tutors were staring and me and i at them and i wondered why...maybe i'm the blurrest person in the ER... but i got things done... at home or elsewhere been reading out of conciousness and then... i realised that i am gg to have a bit of practice for DR and next wave like...hhmm..almost every other day and i am wondering how i am gg to slot in study time into the busy schedule.... yr 5 s starting in 3 weeks and DR and next wave in three months..good luck to me...
been having vomiting bouts that's killing me...Han and i were having some discussion at the gym one day..that guys become complete pussies when they're sick.....that their tolerance for pain is somewhat diminished despite having gone through NS and shit like that..... i dont mind the vomiting but the tummy pain is killing me... i admire all those women out there whose gone through normal vaginal delivery... it looks f*&king painful and i think it is f*&king painful! and i dont know how they bear the undeterminable no. of hours of pre-labour cramps n pain and foetus-bashing-the-stomach uneasiness.... so i'm not gg to complain that my tummy hurts...at least not to my mom....
n yes all the best to those up for the hiphop competition at far east 2nite...