it's sian having to start work and having to be responsible for so many things now. like u are making decisions everyday for urself or someone else, decisions that may change someone else's experience or life for that matter. but tat is life--> u have to be responsible some way and for things, within ur control and those without. and we have to face them whether we like it or not.
but i feel it's how u take them that matters, positive thinking is always good and very contructive and personally that's how i think we should function though i admit most times i succumb to thinking negatively--> cant help it i'm sadistic.
so i embraked on reading this book about buiding ur muscles for everything--> not just physical but the mental and the financial and emotional--> the author advices the reader to be more aware to keep journals and to get a buddy where we can let out and lash out all the thoughts, beliefs and emotions that we get or have when we come across a certain experience, making a certain decision or having laid upon a certain responsibility. we are adviced to take note of that particular reaction and explore the underlying meaning of it and possibly trace it's origin just so we can find some reason o help us understand why we think, feel and behave as such--> and once that is done how we can reverse the counter-productive aspects of it into more productive, optimistic approach to things.
that said, it looks tedious and damn irritating and too much details to focus on and so many things to note--> adn where to start i have no idea. i have so many responsibilities, problems and questions about so many things in life--> and sometimes unwilling to acknowledge them--> maybe cause i am to afraid to embrace them or for some other unknown reason that i am umwilling to explore. i cant even define those things properly. i'm too how to say...general.
maybe it's time to get some thinking and putting other people's advice to good practice
and the new season of sytycd is out--> by the way--> and the different choreos are so interesting and new and so may genres are being explored that i feel like going to learn everything haha are u nuts or what? no time...haha
got interesting story abotu some patient who thinks i'm a gynae haha....so wierd....
24 in 24 mins...how nice!
but i feel it's how u take them that matters, positive thinking is always good and very contructive and personally that's how i think we should function though i admit most times i succumb to thinking negatively--> cant help it i'm sadistic.
so i embraked on reading this book about buiding ur muscles for everything--> not just physical but the mental and the financial and emotional--> the author advices the reader to be more aware to keep journals and to get a buddy where we can let out and lash out all the thoughts, beliefs and emotions that we get or have when we come across a certain experience, making a certain decision or having laid upon a certain responsibility. we are adviced to take note of that particular reaction and explore the underlying meaning of it and possibly trace it's origin just so we can find some reason o help us understand why we think, feel and behave as such--> and once that is done how we can reverse the counter-productive aspects of it into more productive, optimistic approach to things.
that said, it looks tedious and damn irritating and too much details to focus on and so many things to note--> adn where to start i have no idea. i have so many responsibilities, problems and questions about so many things in life--> and sometimes unwilling to acknowledge them--> maybe cause i am to afraid to embrace them or for some other unknown reason that i am umwilling to explore. i cant even define those things properly. i'm too how to say...general.
maybe it's time to get some thinking and putting other people's advice to good practice
and the new season of sytycd is out--> by the way--> and the different choreos are so interesting and new and so may genres are being explored that i feel like going to learn everything haha are u nuts or what? no time...haha
got interesting story abotu some patient who thinks i'm a gynae haha....so wierd....
24 in 24 mins...how nice!
