29.12.2005

Pat's choreo was great just now. i swear Ruskel has something to do with him having to think of all the funky steps. and now a bit of random thoughts. i love Chris Brown's Yo clip, the sequence along the pavement's cool and very black! i like! had weird dream about "friends" letting go of my hand in front of parents, chalet located at the top of a freaking hill, and duh stuff on th motorbike. oh just now, celia and michelle were the anti-bike campaigners! tehy bribed me with chng teng and peach desserts to get their point across, as well as toy with candy's psycho. like wassup.......got a few prezzies i love them all (really and not rolling eye or crossing fingers) and oh ya if anyone wants to help me tie wrist thingys pls lemme noe.
just sitting away at NUH just now was ala Allure's Lately (an apt song except that Killin me softly was playin in my head instead)! Homeward bound (374 then tamp) was listening to mp3 and some drunkard board the bus and sat behind me and kept banging his head on the sit. i know he doesn't want to drive but hey take the cab la! and 2ndly drunk on WEDNESday? hmm.ok maybe he's depressed or something, but still.....
i will try to be nice and not overtly sarcastic, i will try to be nice and not overtly sarcastic......
and i'm in love with tina arena's 'aimer jusqu'a l'impossible' and Cornielle's 'comme un fils'.
hmmm let's see parfois j'aime des choses pour aucune raison and i told someone you don't need a reason for things that you do. vous aimez.
and yes i'm having mandarin lessons with wo de nu peng you and she keeps laughing. hmmm.... watch it!
ok i go retire now, damn tired.

i stop trying to remember

i stop trying to remember the scenes___

_______nail pricking visuals_____

_the pain of glowing ember on your

skin____________constant__

as if time aggravates (not heal)

___i'll(never) understand__

1

with my empty bowl- i swallowed thin air_

__________________to satisfy my

insatiable hunger____________

2

i grazed the coarse sand_______(not) with my

knees (but my heart)_______to render my

family's desperation____________

3

with bruised sympathy______i challenged

the living______the living that sustain

the dead_________the irrelevant

4

i told you i love you did i_______i love all

of you___but with the dead you drink

differently__________please try

to understand____what i do not

say i still mean; the sound

of black drowns

the other

words

out.