november night

listen......
with soft sound
like faint steps of passing immortals
the wind, numbing, seeps into my room
and blows.

that's it i can't study at home. there's just so many things to do. the multi purpose X-box already is a freaking distraction. cable tv. food in the fridge. kids screaming under the void deck in the morning (nursery kids), in the afternoon (school kids now on holidays), evening (school kids playing soccer cursing one another's mom and dad- yes it's very disturbing u know...) and at night (school kids who don't go to school even during term time). i just had a shower and i feel like sleeping. there's a test tom at freakin 7.30am! late and u'll get zero. and it's not as if the stupid test is easy, u might spend like 1.5 hrs travelling there and scoring the equivalent of not being there to take it, well at least u got there (who am i kidding!) arrghh. freak it.
actually, this posting is coming to an end soon like 3 more weeks and then i have a 2 week break. nothing much to look forward to anyway cause there's nothing much one can do in the 2 weeks! think i'll burn it by studying and dancing and chiling and picking up some language (another who am i kidding!). oh oh oh i forgot haha..watched bob fosse's all that jazz and woah it's like one of the better broadway thing i've ever watched. actually i've only watched 3 bleargh. or maybe four if u consider mary poppins to be broadway (who am i kidding?) the idea behind the story is great man. i like i like i like. recommend people to watch. and we're doing broadway now in jazz class. rusman always tells us to imagine we are on stage and ready to be overwhelmed by the crowd and when the music plays the intro he will say things ala broadway...like "imagine the possiblities..." etc. so imaginative.
anyway what's been happening after this long time. quite some things lah. lots of practices for the World Cyber Games (WCG) and we won the competition, i've never felt my lungs stressed as much before, it was really stamina drenching but it was worth the effort.
then the post-mortem came and we draw many different conclusions as to the progress, the rules of engagement, the priorities, etc. you guys did great!!
oh oh oh, just now was in ballet class with all the rest of the advanced people. i feel like a spastic chicken, how the heck do they do it so fast and don't get tired. i think anthony needs to revise the music man...gosh...and those china dudes from china (duh) they are like better than the bets girls! woah!! i know...good shit eh? i don't think i'll be going next week my body will ache. la la la.
i've been tryin to get a hold of the april snow OST's theme song,damn nice can but cannot find!! anyone?
right i guess i'll get back to mugging @ full speed.

the coming of age

crawl in and feel the darkness wrap
around the hair ends
standing
as you stare into the scarlet
emptiness
and the beaming black
blinds you in return
scream and hear the ridged
hollow
and deny it as illusory
displacement of the everyday
reach out and taste the acrid
images of reality
and reflect death
on the countenance of the now
shattered rose-coloured glasses
go deeper and smell the
necrotic asylum of sorts
and attempt to
disregard that tingling sensation,
that visual disturbance,
that contracting candle
the heat that awaits.