dream I

this is what i dreamt about the night earlier and i woke up to feel a bit awkward having that dream cause it was my so -called first hand with the 'other' world. it may be related to me driving my frens car the day earlier and some stories another fren told me about some time ago about drivers' supernatural encounters.
so here goes....

i was driving along what i would call the upperchangiroad east at night at high speed and were with 3 other frens ( for thes sake of identity preservation, let's call them A B amd C ). and yeah, we were cruising along under the very dark moonless night traveling underneath the intermittent light and shadow of the streetlamp and canopies respectively.
and yeah we passed the petrol kiosk and bungalows and sorts and later we were under the flyover heading towrds chnagi village.
we came out of the flyover and to our shock, the sky was clear blue and the sun was so freaking bright...,then i gave them that look and the saME look was reciprocated!! we were like what the heck is this.

" this looks really really bad. i think i know what happened"....

to be continued....

The greater good

i firmly believe on emust do something with other pple in mind and b4 one does actually get into the act of doing it, on emust rationalise one's thoughts and actions and its consequences and many a times, many pple fall into the trap of poor foresight.
there's been a lot of changes lately and sometimes i'd rather think that these changes were emotion-driven rather than logically thinking over it. i am guilty of being controlled by my emotions i must admit but i guess that doesnt put me in the position of not being able to make choices in life objectively.
however at the end of the emotion-logic war... i just hope or pray that the decisions i make in life are at my best interests and those who are close to me.
things change and so does my life and yeah.....though i feel that sometimes i need to address other's role and decision making due process and at the same time try to understand their concerns and expectations, i do feel( there goes my emotion again) that i just need to really address my ideas, concerns and expectations @ the personal level. growing up sucks most pple hate it as much as i do but hey, we've got to grow up some day and what a better time to start than now? at least i'm thinking about it..........