hickery "jittery" doc

ok am having a break from studying now and was thinking might as well i blog it in. right now. i'm feelin confident. everything seems to be gettin in my head. i don't know about tom. i don't even know where the exam venue is. better ask jega. what do i wear? shit. will it be cold cause i still remembered last year during my exams, my hands turned blue in MPSH and was struggling to write my essays shit! yep. i'm reduced to spotting questions and studying pattern. my fren called to ask me whether i'm spotting. "ya think?" of course lah, and being me i try to influence my frens that the questions i spot were going to come out! haha...as if for some consolation! anyway "there's no such thing as finish studying in medicine". i think it applies elsewhere too. next time, i don't know i can;t like guess what patient to treat when they come into my consultation room right? kinda gives me the jitters! a doc playing guessing games in the consutation room. what if i don't know what to do if someone in the room with herpes shoves his penis in my face and waiting for some kind of sympathy and medicine! shit!
anyway, that aside i was regurgitating some facts about paracetamol poisoning when i realised i didn't know 2 fucks about it treatment, and i've never knew what peritoneal dialysis was so i had to read which impedes progress, and the numerous criterias for disease causation is listless. don't get me started. along the way too i get lost i was trying to pour out the facts so fast and timed myself for the essays that i ended up writing funny things haha. like i wrote," lactic acidosis is used to treat sodium bicarbonate. haha!" wrong. totally. i hope it doesn't happen tomorrow. i don't have a habit of checking answers one, once i finish i'll just raise my hands and leave the exam hall, of course to avoid the long wait after exams and the irritating post-exam discussion! right. ok, i hear 'em calling those sweet little pieces of paper- Mache!! wait till i get the chance to incinerate 'em.