paroxsyms

i have a habit of actually irritating pple that's somehow different from the way other pple irritate other pple. pple usually do their irritating whatever-makes-others-irritated stunts like making faces, putting up wth an ever-oh-so bitchy attitude, being the group whore, being sarcastic or even giving that "irritating look" on their irritating face. well i can be irritating thru my actions but that's mainly done by my mouth, it's not being sarcastic, nope no it ain't but i'll always go on a verbal rampage, diarrheoa, spewing sentence after sentence of shitloads of crap that ain't pertaining to anything, nor anyone in the world. this spewing goes on until i get the stop or the look. so yeah, not many of my frens ever got to see this irritating side of me, the victim mainly being my ever-trying-to-give-me-their-"smart"-retorts siblings or my mother. i know i know, u'd probably go, "but she's ur mom", but hello in case u forgot, the topic sentence reads "i have a habit..." and u'd probably know that habits are hard to kick just like smoking cigarettes are, which so happens to be like the causative factor of lung cancer in men and nowadays in women too, cause they are picking up the habit and yes sometimes i wonder why these girls pick up smoking in the first place, which brings us to the question of discipline and parenting and nurturing of kids and little boys and girls and also the role of the government and the society in accepting tobacco in the first place and c'mon!! need i mention those companies that make these things in the first place!! and aren't they not aware of the consequences of smoking, which happen to be like u know lung cancer, high blood pressures, etc and even premature babies, which reminds me of this baby i saw the other day at orchard road, it was so cute i'm like "omigosh" look at that baby and he had these big eyes and big fluffy cheeks and look so fat and round and so pink, it was with it's parents and i walked pass them and he stared at me so innocently and i almost melted....just like an ice cream, which reminds me of the day i missed the Swensen's promotion which is like DAMN!! hello.....then i had to resort to eating magnum in the hospital at the expense of my being healthy, which is like..okok i'll stop!! i know i know!!it's irritating!!
catch up one day....

book of the moment: Orlando by Virginia Woolf