a heartache of pain

a heartache of pain
of what could have been
only you know the truth
of what lies within.

a heartache of pain
of guilt and conscience
of faults and incongruity
of what lies within.

a heartache of pain
searching for light and truth
underhead the fountainhead
of what lies within.

a heartache of pain
of sleepless nights
thinking of sincerity
of what lies within.

a heartache of pain
of pondering life's consistency
counterblasting perceived adversities
of what lies within.

when gone are the torrid tempers,
when gone are the scorched ties,
when gone are the afflicted acquantainces,
when gone are the troubled tonalities?

i lay alone......
spleened, vexed



downhearted


pathetic

footsteps

silence is loud
kindness.brave.
wisdom takes time
maturity is longed.
loving, necessary

i need it

we need it
searching......

loking for life's answer to;
adequacies and satisfaction...

(silence)

a heartache of pain
contemplating misjudged mediations
of superficiality of thoughts and definitions
of what is within.

some pple think that
feasible things define
what is thought to be
or what really is within.

i'll think about it...