something-neurosis

i thought about meeting my friends some time and tell them what i've been up to and how's life's going and all that but everyone seems to be so busy. it used to be frequent meet up sessions. maybe cause we are busy with whatever we are doing now whatever it is. anyway tis past week has been surreal and somehow, to put it medically my suprarenals overdischarge, my pituitaries worked overtime, the sympathetic system gets hyperexcitable, my cranial nerves transmits impulses vigorously and i get Graves' disease like symptoms. and the best part my heart is still beating. and somehow listening to the voices of Anggun and Sarah Mclachlan doesn't push you to the brink of being schzoid. or psychosis. i got nights spend cerebrating about a lot of things and of course studying!!! for those who don't understand, i'll leave the option of asking me....i'm extremely SHY....
p.s. i'm still thinking whether they have a name for this cluster of symptoms? something-neurosis? anyone?