Tuesday, June 21, 2005

21.06.2005

the past week has been tiring. two consecutive competitions. first i thot we wouldnt get inarc ecko competition finals but i turns out we did..must be our very nice expressions haha and the costumes and the old school mediocre shit! remix was one heck of a competition and the floor was bad. i think i #ed my ankle jumping over jacky. ok people no more stunts over concrete ok!? ok had the fight scene to finish addicted to Elliot's new song-Lose control and made the blast! people dance to it. haha (evil laugh). haven't been meeting up with frens they came down to watch but only after i performed like huh? called but my phone in ma bag sorry guys can come again on Saturday ok? haha...zahdan has this movie marathon thingy. not that im not interested but i have da comp.
nowadays it feels like dancing's like meaningless. my mom don't get it. nvm. my fren celia asked me a very good question on one of our lepak escapades,'what does dance or Blast! mean to you?' .....i took so long to think that but managed a,' hmmm i've never thot about that actually. sometimes really it means i don't know......'
better thoughts going to hospital kk.....see young sick kids (literally) and be-fren them haha....reading the paed's textbook and i don't get it....so many things to note here and there...kids kids the joy and death of every parent!
the lepak club or CULT is getting too much for 'comfort' if u know what i mean ok actually u don;t...nvm. the fact is we see one another everyday we scare the shit out of one another like hello is me IN UR FACE again!!! like right now u make me close my eyes i could point out ur pimple if u want or that 5 yr old scar on ur face.......!!! CULT-Y......
mood is getting erratic nowadays don't know why....ok NOT PMS-ing..but yeah maybe it's the reaction to daily events, conversations, misunderstanding, irritability and impatience. i shouldgo kill an ant or a cockroach ( i used to kill lots of them at one time under my fren's block....happy and guilty) to relieve my stress. more stress coming up man..i don't know what's up with the progress of the centennial man......all of us looming in darkness in the fog behind one anothers' shadow whatever. maybe all i need is a good sleep. or a good read. or a nice smile.....my sister's smile always make my day....nowadays they sleep when i get back...don;t get to see..maybe when she sleep-talk lah hor......
need money andno time to do werk. dance dance! that's what my fren said. planplan...thinkthink doesn't anyone get tired...man....
okok hamba ingin beradu...

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