more thoughts

goh poh seng's a great poet. his anthology 1961-1998 is an excellent chronological account of his life and events that surround it. go read. bought books but still need to read them. and yes harry potter's out and everyone ok maybe not everyone maybe just HP fans. they're nuts lor. they can get the books later but NO.....everyone wants to read it now now now. never mind the craze, we go crazy for other stuff people find imperceptible. watched the fantastic four. wasn't so bad. but some dialogue (i'm no expert but yah) sounded really scripted. no comments. caught a glimpse of the national day parade contigent of tanks that caused a jam in orchard leading towards suntec at 145AM!! but yeah snap photos but they were accidentally deleted. dumb! tired tired tired. my calves and ankles and knees are vying for attention. i've been ignoring them. the dance for saturday;s re:mix been moving along quite fine, just need to polish up here and there! and do some kinky formation and TRAIN the STAMINA!!! for crying out loud! people lets work it. ok whatever. went to esplanade to catch the bay beats event but ended up in the library and then on the roof just chatting and waiting for the delayed dinner. as usual felt damn awkward. but candy blended well with the gang. but that awkwardness stays. now i have 2 living ghosts. ghosts that ignore me for reasons not yet transpired. i'm living in the present with the past haunting me. nothing left to say. i'm just living my life. so cliche. everyone are living their lives. it's what you fill in between that life's the matter. and it's these little things, these little nuances, these little misfits, that cause major miscomunication that you live with, not for and not whatever..... if maturity lacks a niche in existence, then why does it exist? why do we bother to grow into it?.. if this is the path to absolutism..then absolutism it shall be.... the gate is always open..maybe it's what's beyond the gate that bothers you....but you'll never find out if you don't pass the gate......................