poetic tragedy

i get carried away
portraits of tainted love
nailed to my mind
i paint a picture
so red...is it blood??
is it broken hearts unmended...
left to bleed?
or is it you that satirize my feelings?
vividly emblazened blatantly visualised
i desperately feed colours into images
left to crumble into blood-curdling
torrential waves of viscous complexities.
i lay afloat, aloof of my experience
is that you in my mind?
is it blue or green that i lost?
like a car that cruised away with the wind.
all is lost unredeemable; on a one way journey
i play an image in my head of
memories untamed
i get carried away
is that OK? i asked
in the pit of red
i save myself from discommode misfortune
only to trip over
your corpse and fall with you
into the abyss.