i don't like to hang out but i do it often.....i love to read but i seem to stray away from the habit of doing so....i hate hypocrites but at the back of the mind, my brain seems to be on this runaway mode, somehow trying to find situations to justify my affiliation to that identity.....hhmm..how come i seem to be manifesting practises opposite of my intentions....sigh* do i reeeeaaaalllyyyy have to think about that?