dance!! i'm so impassioned with this art-form, that sometimes i find myself hard to focus on other things! u must be wondering like c'mon...u mean those things pple do in club? like those drunkards grinding their A*&es and D$#@s whenever they're out partyng at the beach? who would ever thought that this dance bitch could be so...well, brain-matter consuming? actually, i've exaggerated. but yeah @ times u dream of becoming like this mega-famous dancer and that u dream pple watching u and shout out, "Go Taufeek Go Taufeek!!", and yeah that's where u get hyped up for a moment and later take the totally reverse direction, 'that's NOT going to happen like hello??..!!! can't u freaking see -00-!!" that's the moment when mr. depression pays u a visit and yeah like many depressives, ur mood goes for a dive and takes u along wit it..and the worst part......this feeling is absolutely unnecessary and by the time u realise that it's already been 4 hrs or more(sometimes)... apart from these transient 'attacks', the whole dnce thing isn't that bad...
now why dance? cause it allows u to express urself in many ways than 1.bla bla bla........when u doing it it feels like, i quote a phrase from Billy Elliot," ....like electricity...yeah...electricity...!" and u feel so disconnected from the world that for tht dancing moment u feel.." wow....this space where i'm dancing here is mine and mine alone! that it is with this space that i let the emotions emanate, like the sweat that flies out from my, well...sweat-ridden shirt, except that it ain't that disgusting.... and that's what i like about it all, 'All for that moment!!"
the downside to it is that if ur dance technique ain't there and that ur 'style' ain't there or if that 'pow!!' (as my choreographer would "aptly" phrase it), then THAT moment that u seek wouldn't be so liberating when it eventually comes to you.... cause u'll feel self- concious like am i doing it right? or is this the right way to go about doin it and all?
the thing is dancers have this problem, even when they are performing (speaking from xperience ;p) like at times they don't seem to know when they're ever right. and tat's one obstacle that yeah, one's gotta hurdle over to be perfect.... and many more, like technique,expression etc, which i really wouldn't waste my time elaborating. so leave it as it is...@ the end of da day, what can we learn out of all this personally-tainted-BS that i've been painting?
what i see is a motivation towards the betterment of my interest, not just plain bitching!! aha!! and at the same time, identifying ur weaknesses and ya know, work ur way through it one-by-one.....damn i'm good!!
now why dance? cause it allows u to express urself in many ways than 1.bla bla bla........when u doing it it feels like, i quote a phrase from Billy Elliot," ....like electricity...yeah...electricity...!" and u feel so disconnected from the world that for tht dancing moment u feel.." wow....this space where i'm dancing here is mine and mine alone! that it is with this space that i let the emotions emanate, like the sweat that flies out from my, well...sweat-ridden shirt, except that it ain't that disgusting.... and that's what i like about it all, 'All for that moment!!"
the downside to it is that if ur dance technique ain't there and that ur 'style' ain't there or if that 'pow!!' (as my choreographer would "aptly" phrase it), then THAT moment that u seek wouldn't be so liberating when it eventually comes to you.... cause u'll feel self- concious like am i doing it right? or is this the right way to go about doin it and all?
the thing is dancers have this problem, even when they are performing (speaking from xperience ;p) like at times they don't seem to know when they're ever right. and tat's one obstacle that yeah, one's gotta hurdle over to be perfect.... and many more, like technique,expression etc, which i really wouldn't waste my time elaborating. so leave it as it is...@ the end of da day, what can we learn out of all this personally-tainted-BS that i've been painting?
what i see is a motivation towards the betterment of my interest, not just plain bitching!! aha!! and at the same time, identifying ur weaknesses and ya know, work ur way through it one-by-one.....damn i'm good!!
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